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EEE I FEEL SAD AND LONELY ): my mummy and my older-younger brother are in Malaysia for some tennis tournament and shopping and buying vcds, and my daddy's in beijing ):

okay fine this isn't the first time daddy goes overseas and all and i mean i should be used to it since he's a pilot but i don't know why i suddenly miss daddy ): especially since he's been so nice lately. like like fetching me from school late at night on friday and saturday, and fetching me to macs after AA and when it was close and i was still hungry he cooked cup noodles for me while i bathed (: and even though he says the silliest things and laughed at me for being an ushering i/c only for production despite my attempts to convince him how important my role was >

I MISS DADDY ):

HELLO (: i decided to be nice and upload photos! (:

mel and jo's wonderful cookie! (:

THE BEAUTIFUL BOUQUET FROM JOLYN, BOYFRIEND, BOB AND A LOT OF PEOPLE! <3!

MY CUTE LITTLE SEC ONES <3!

OMG all the presents <3! style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7860/1529/320/Picture%20050.1.jpg" border="0"> <3 <3 CUT CAKE WITH MEL AND JO LOVELOVE LOVE (:



and this was last year all of us happily with our refreshments (:



athena my darling dance ic!



LOVEY DOVEY LOVES (: although it's kinda dark ><

michelle's AA present PRETTAE (:



EMCEEEE (:



YAYY (:


MY DARLING LOVELAYY SEC TWOS (: <3!

HOHO DARLING DARLING DARLING NEED I SAY MORE?

haha i look disgusting in half the photos but WHO CARES i was haha sweaty and everything but it's a reflection of our happiness (:

and and it's so funny blog hopping and seeing lots of random scouts tagging on people's blogs asking/ commenting about stuff about AA haha.

and reply taggs time!

NATTAY your stupid girl you darling junior i don't know which to call you (:

VINNA BABY haha i got lots of kisses from you already but i don't mind more (:

GIRAFFEEE HEY LOVER (: haha cookie bits and pieces <3! HOHO I AM SO HONOURED MANN (:

kellie (: hopefully!

lathiga (: THANK YOU THANK YOU (: <3 too!

NATTAY haha again! whee YES I WANT A KISSIE TOO (:

ohno this is bad i've gotten into the habit of receiving kisses and giving them out too ><

OMG AA! I LOVE THE SEC FOUR BATCH 06!

WE DID IT (:

yesterday ROCKED lahh (: although it rained and made many of us cry ): but it's okay we pulled it off in the end!

everyone was really high and the scouts really scared me and aileen! because i really thought that the scout was going to strip on stage! and i was so scared that they would throw scouts at us! ><

but anywayy it was really good hahaa our DANCE ROCKED TOO GLAMGLAM (:

and haha cherylw's proposal! hoho although that was planned by athena it was still really funny lahh! (:

and THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO CAME like aj, wenny, jolyn, yuhui, weiming, shuhan, blondie, lina, margie, shuting etc etc and THANK YOU TO EVERYONE who contributed to michelle's and my bouquet it's really LOVELY (:

and yesterday i felt so lovedd (: although michelle and i looked like we were going to refugee camp for a month or something >< haha with pillows and FLOWERS (: and wine glasses and enough chocolates and sweets to last a lifetime (:

THANK YOU TO BATCH 06, SEC THREES, SEC TWOS AND SEC ONES who gave me presents/ notes and everything I LOVE ALL OF YOU! <33!

you know today i woke up, and it suddenly struck me. AA's over.

all the past four months of preparation. all over. from the silly decision of putting her in charge and getting a shit proposal immediately, to you michelle, my darling taking over and putting things right, to the first AA rehearsal, the first dance practice, the memorizing of scripts and everything. it's all over. i'm definitely going to miss it. and yesterday was definitely a night i am never going to ever forget. we did it. our batch did it. and i think it really rocked. (:

there are so many things i'm going to miss!

1. our emceeing!

aileen: welcome one and all to RGS's annual assembly 2006. I'm aileen,

yijun: and i'm yijun,

both: AND WE'RE YOUR EMCEES FOR TONIGHT (:

2. giraffe's terrible rendition of thousand legged worm >< XP

3. cheryl wong's beautiful singing!

4. calling michelle at night and worrying about everything and what we have to do/ forgot to do ><

5. dance practices and getting scolded by our dearest princess of the universe (:

6. worrying about AA notes and presents

7. the laughter the tears of BATCH 06 (:

and i want to thank lots of people too!

MEL AND JO (: <3 <3! haha for baking us the nice cakes/ cookies and everything and helping us so much and for being so encouraging and NICE AND SWEET just like the icing on your cake.

MICHELLE i'm sorry i wasn't down there to help you but you were FANTASTIC and I LOVE YOU LOADS go read my 2804 character letter (:

YIWEN AND LIPIN thank you for coming back and helping us and calming us down and everything <3!

YAs (: for helping us out in every little way that you can (:

SENIORS OF '05 for telling us it was great and you all had fun (:

SEC ONES for being such great SUPERSTARS (: AND SMILING BEAUTIFULLY (:

ATHENA for being a fantastic dance i/c and stressing out over all of us but hey WE ROCKED THE HOUSE DOWN YESTERDAY <3!

GIRAFFE cassandra angeline taylor! <3! I LOVE YOU TO BITS AND PIECES DARLING!

CHERYLW <3 my darling! from chickies to sangencao I LOVE YOU BABY (:

alicia ang, alicia chew, sarah FOR BEING SUCH GREAT CONCERT I/CS (:

and everyone else who helped made AA such a rocking success (:

and now shoutouts to taggers (:

aida: HELLO (: and yupp we had to take notes to remember what to do and what not to do (:

lingmin: HAHA YUPP AA ROCKED I LOVE YOU MY DARLING JUNIOR and THANK YOU FOR YOUR PRESENT (:

vinna BABY DID I DO YOU PROUD IN THE END :D

yilin (: I’m glad you enjoyed it!

Filzah YAYY AA ROCKED (:

Cheryl w MUAHHHH I love you baby (: KBOXKBOX YOU ARE MY DARLING <3!

cheryl AA rocked because of YOUU TOO!

280406 is a night I’ll never ever ever forget (: THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO MADE IT A BEEG SUCCESS (:

Early morning, she wakes up
WITH A knock, knock, knock on the door
It's time for makeup, perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for
THEY GO
Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?

And they say...

She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry,cry,cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothin' missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

and yesterday night as i was talking to eggy and huibin i nearly wanted to cry, and today when i was reading all the letters and blogs i cried again. i guess it's because after last night it sunk in that our term is going to end pretty soon and as ironic as it seems i don't want it to end anymore. ):

hello! i actually wanted to blog about AA but i think i'll blog about CLASSified first so AA will appear on top later (:

but anywayy both rocked!

CLASSIFIED WAS REALLY GOOD (:

at curtain call i was like tearing! it's such a big success much better than we expected and i guess our batch really ROCKS although we're such a last minute batch I LOVE US (:

and hoho YUEZHEN IS MINEE haha i got TWO kisses from her NEHNEHH ARE YOU ALL JEALOUS! ><

anywayy i love everyone! <3

OMG AA'S TOMORROW

i slept a lot a lot today (: because didn't go to school because i felt sick and tomorrow's AA so i need to rest a lot.

but the doctor says my throat is inflamed! and that means after tomorrow i'll probably totally lose my voice after all the screaming and shouting tomorrow.

but WHO CARES because losing my voice is worth it to make AA a smashing success tomorrow!

PRAY THAT IT DOESN'T RAIN, EVERYONE!

ooh PRESENTSS (:

OMG ONE DAY SO SCARY ><

i'm sorry i made so many of you all worried today ): and i'm sorry giraffe and aileen that i made your sleeves wet ><

but MICHELLETAN you stupid girl. this is how dependant we are on each other!

AA'S IN FOUR DAYS! so scary >< but yet so fun! yayy i shall do AA countdown everyday!

it's like we've spent the past four months preparing for it! and in four day's time it'll all be over! it's so cool lahh but i think yeah like michelle says after that our lives will be half empty ): and we'll miss everything so much!

haha i mean like even at 01's campfire we had to take notes ><

I 'M LOOKING FORWARD TO IT (: i mean aren't you! and you! and you! and you too! X)

but anywayy i'm scared >< but i KNOW that it'll rock in the end cos our batch rocks lahh! we have a cool script cool actresses and COOL DANCE MAN (: and our recruits are so cute too even better! haha! YAYY (:

AA PRESENTS hoho and notes! i've finished like 2/3 but that means i still have like 3o left >< haha but if you want one and you haven't told me you must remind me hoho! if not i'll really forget there are so many presents and notes to write!

and i sneeze so much i think my nose is going to drop off ):

i hope i recover in time!

anyway AA AA AA AA! <3 <3! batch batch batch <3! hahaa we ROCK LAHH PLEASE (:

and oh! we bought jj concert tickets already! haha i knew we should have gone for jparty they already sold 40% of the tickets there lahh! so even though we booked at 10am today! when the internet bookings opened at 9! we paid 130 bucks and got like okay seats only lahh BUT HAHA IT SEEMS SO SURREAL TOO that we already bought his tickets! maybe it's just because we havent paid michelle yet haha! ><

hello! YAYY campfire yesterday was funfunfun!

haha and we were super enthu please <3!

and yinwei was there and i liked his ai de jiu shi ni and JIAN DAN AI hoho michelle was very idiotically trying to wave to him many times >< haha SO EMBARASSING TSKTSK

OH jj's concert is on the 24th of June! AND TICKET SALES OPEN TOMORROW WHOOHOO YAYY I AM GOING hahaa daddy agreed so yayy! haha the convo went like this

me: daddy! JJ's concert is coming can i go!
daddy: when's it?
me: 24th june!
daddy: aiyah see first lahh
me: the ticket's 130 bucks! PLEASEEEEE.
daddy: YOU SIAO AH
me: please please daddy you pay 100 i pay 30! pleasee
daddy: - silence-
me: okay? okay!

YAYY (: AREN'T I SMART hahaa i love my daddy :D!

hello (: I FEEL BETTER NOW THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR YOUR CONCERN (:

and THANK YOU BOB FOR YOUR HONEY LEMON TEA <3!

HAHA i'm so excited AA's in a week! <3! michelle! then all our hard work would have paid off yayy (:

and we're going to have the BEST AA EVER I LOVE OUR BATCH!

and haha my poor voice ): because yesterday i actually didn't want to go to school but stupid michelle insisted that i must come even if i croak through the songs/ whisper/ mouth my lines! so i suffered for the entire day just to have the two full dress rehearsals in the afternoon! haha
AND ALL YOU TERRIBLE GUIDES WHO LIKE LAUGHING AT MICHELLE AND ME DANCING ): ><

AND I JUST FOUND OUT THE JJ'S CONCERT IS ON THE 24TH OF JUNE! I CAN'T WAIT <3!

and and i feel sad that i can't go kbox today i'm so sorry denise nattay and becky! ): but we'll go soon after my voice recovers!

ohho i forgot to blog about napfa! HAH I DID 10 PULLUPS TO GET MY C HAHA I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF CONSIDERING THAT ONE WEEK AGO I COULDN'T EVEN DO THREE!

YAYY (: ri campfire's tonight haha and then we're going to paint banner before that <3 BATCH! <3!

ROLL LAHH ROLL LAHH ROLL YOUR EYES AT ME MAY THEY FALL OFF INTO THE DRAIN I CANT BELIEVE OUR JUNIORS ARE SUCH TERRIBLE PEOPLE! okay fine that's only one or two ><><

BUT STILL! EEE BOB ):

and shit lahh i'm losing my voice and i have a cold ohno how am i supposed to emcee tomorrow! i'll like whisper everything and croak the songs ahh!

WHO WILL MAKE ME HONEY LEMON WATER? >< :D

i dont know how i'm going to survive the next few weeks ):

there's chempt tomorrow FINALLY I HATE THE CAR hist test on thursday chem test next monday lit sometime next week maths sometime soon chem pt report due week 7 english essay week 8 bio test week 8. i think the school is really out to kill us.

and then there's aa. AHHH ihatehatefigureheadsandithinkoneofmichellesandmystupidestmistakeswastoallowhertobetheclinchargeinthefirstplace.

and guides is like becoming routine. and it's really tough. but i know whenever i feel like giving up, all i have to do is open my inbox and look at the starred mail, i'll see your messages, go to your blog and look at THAT paragraph that you wrote, and i know at least one other person in the world besides me and michelle know and will acknowledge that it's a mistake unlike the idiots who deny it.all i have to do is look at the letters my juniors wrote me and know that i am doing this for a reason. because i promised to do my best.

but hmmm i think if it just goes on like that 'll have a mental breakdown and suffer from overwork while all someone does is attend poetry recitals or well, sleep.

haha i forgot to add that yesterday was very funny! because jolyn sneezed and she sneezes funnily and then my brother decided to be annoying and imitate her sneeze! haha and he's four so he does it in a really exaggerated way but it's quite a good imitation haha! so it was funny for meee hoho (:

and GASPS haha aa is in one week and i have so many notes to write and presents to make ): haha and michelle i'm justified in saying this because i probably have as many as you to make and write haha unlike some others hahahaha! i think that was super funny!

haha i miss the time when aa was all about worrying whether your surprise would be found out by the sec fours, when all we worried about was where to hide the flowers and how to run out with them at the end of aa and whether the sec fours last time would be surprised. and last year was about how our cookies would turn out.

and this year there are so much so much more things to worry about! haha like whether i'll look glam enough haha as an emcee, and whether i'll forget my dance steps/ look like a block of wood! AND WHETHER I'LL FORGET MY LINES THAT'S THE WORSTT and whether i'll get any aa presents haha! ><

okay haha the most important thing is LINES so >< haha!

and reply taggs!

nattay- haha YAYY KBOX go learn all the duets i told you to learn okay!

.- HELLO JONI KHOO

anon- HAHAA THANK YOU but i got it already hahaha!

yuhui- zhiyang <3!><

denise- HAHA I SMELL LIKE LAVENDER OR A ROSE (: what were you thinking of!

vinna- HOHO I BATHE EVERYDAY DARLING so i smell like a nice-smelling flower everyday yayy!

<3!

YAYY I FEEL SO CLEAN (:

because half an hour ago i smelled like a rubbish dump ><

I HATE CHEM PT LAHH IT SUCKS it's really such a waste of money and time because we spent the WHOLE DAY UNTIL HALF AN HOUR AGO trying to make our stupid car go the distance we wanted it to go. and jolyn and i just ended up smelling a lot like vinegar. which stinks like crap in case you didn't know.

but on the bright side, haha i learnt the whole of my aa dance today (: which means i have to practice even more ): and i bought my necklace and sunglasses to wear for aa hoho GLAMGLAMMM (:

and i ate dessert and lots of sweets because jolyn and i just decided that we deserved a treat haha (:

and i bought the jaychou huoyuanjia vcd from bugis so it had lots of nice mvs inside YAYY (:

haha and tommorrow there's tennis my muscles ache like crap eee ):

AND IF YOU READ UNTIL HERE YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO TAG AND SAY: YIJUN YOU PROBABLY SMELL LIKE A FLOWER NOW (:

haha though i doubt anyone would do that! >< and the counter jumps so slowly too eee! ):

hello (: i just reached home half an hour ago (:

RGUGlies <3! haha the last time we all sat down and talked was like at lead camp lahh! haha that's why we spent so long today (:

I THINK WE ROCK (: haha we all just eat and eat and eat together and crap and crap and crap haha i'm so thankful that haha we are such great rgUGlies who share lots of stuff haha!

hoho UG DAY (: i can't wait haha! SO FUNN and now i miss lead camp when we all started out PEPSI COLA CHAMPIONSHIPS haha and our UGlie blog died ):

everyone!

we were UGlies starting out on a journey
never dreaming what we'd have to go through
now here we are, suddenly standing,on top of the challlenge pole
NOW JUMP!

i believe i can fly
i believe i can touch the bar
think about it every night and day
spread my wings and fly away

ONE TWO THREE FOUR FIVE SIX!
a little dip in the blue basin
a little bit of soap in the orange pail
a little bit of rice stuck on my chin
nevermind tomorrow can eat again!

swing swing see the UGlies swing across
nitro crossing lalalalalalala

UGlies are pretty
UGlies are strong
watch the UGlies bring the pail along!

flea FLEA
flea fly FLEA FLY
flea fly mosquito FLEA FLY MOSQUITO

every night in my dreams,i hear you, i feel you
that is how i know you exist
near, far, wherever you are
i get bitten and i itch forever
once more you open your mouth
and i PIAK and you say ouch
and no more scratching legs!

so i said what's the problem UGlie,
what's the problem i don't know well maybe it's the sun [sun!]
thinking bout it every night
thinking bout itcant's stop thinking bout it
how much longer will it take to cure this
just to cure this cos i cant ignore it its the sun [sun!]
thinking bout itcant stop thinking bout it
so hot! so hot!heal a little faster
so hot so hot!the skin will peel off after
so hot so hot!everyone's swimming in sunblock-oooock
THIS IS THE UGLIE CAMP!

we ROCK! :D

hahaa and then yeah after the whole thing princess and i felt like we still have so much more to accomplish ): but WE CAN DO IT DARLING (:

haha tech rehearsal was >< haha i will practice the dance (:

and today i was like DAMN pissed lahh. shit i shan't talk about it because well you all might read it but get a life lah okay? how are we supposed to help you if you are all so stubborn? but anywayy i doubt many people will see this cos the counter's not jumping that fast anywayy.

and once again SHE pissed me off so much i wanted to cry lah. it's like we're now left in this whole pool of mess. whose fault is it? nono not princess's not mine.

hoho i just came back from three hours of tennis two hours ago! and i'm tired ><

and my silly coaches are so annoying >< they all say i look more like a tennis model than a pro tennis player HMPHH ): i'll er go for more trainings so i'll look pro-er soon haha!

and and aa tech rehearsal's tomorrow! BADBADBAD BECAUSE.

1. SCRIPT hoho i have to memorize finish by tonight! and i'm only 1/4 through?

2. DANCE ): everyone's going to see how i look like a block of wood ):

3. and i'll most probably forget some steps haha and princess is my dance partner and we'll forget steps together and look blur on stage ><

and and and i have to research on stuff for my pga interview too i'm such a guai hardworking person!

1. ROLE MODEL hoho i need to find one haha!

2. the elections thing and why it's bad for PAP to dominate the govt ><

3. haha guidey-stuff

4. READ AND MEMORIZE MY GUIDES HANDBOOK ALL OVER AGAIN ):

5. haha recent national issues!

haha yayy and i've been asking people to test me everyday (: i'm such a good girl! YAYY (:

AND AND i also have to go and try to google zhiyang's blog :D HE'S NOT GAY NONONO! I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT ):

haha i have so many things to do BYEBYE I'M GOING TO START NOW HAHA! (:

hoho i just came back from three hours of tennis two hours ago! and i'm tired ><

and my silly coaches are so annoying >< they all say i look more like a tennis model than a pro tennis player HMPHH ): i'll er go for more trainings so i'll look pro-er soon haha!

and and aa tech rehearsal's tomorrow! BADBADBAD BECAUSE.

1. SCRIPT hoho i have to memorize finish by tonight! and i'm only 1/4 through?

2. DANCE ): everyone's going to see how i look like a block of wood ):

3. and i'll most probably forget some steps haha and princess is my dance partner and we'll forget steps together and look blur on stage ><

and and and i have to research on stuff for my pga interview too i'm such a guai hardworking person!

1. ROLE MODEL hoho i need to find one haha!

2. the elections thing and why it's bad for PAP to dominate the govt ><

3. haha guidey-stuff

4. READ AND MEMORIZE MY GUIDES HANDBOOK ALL OVER AGAIN ):

5. haha recent national issues!

haha yayy and i've been asking people to test me everyday (: i'm such a good girl! YAYY (:

AND AND i also have to go and try to google zhiyang's blog :D HE'S NOT GAY NONONO! I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT ):

haha i have so many things to do BYEBYE I'M GOING TO START NOW HAHA! (:

hoho i just came back from three hours of tennis two hours ago! and i'm tired ><

and my silly coaches are so annoying >< they all say i look more like a tennis model than a pro tennis player HMPHH ): i'll er go for more trainings so i'll look pro-er soon haha!

and and aa tech rehearsal's tomorrow! BADBADBAD BECAUSE.

1. SCRIPT hoho i have to memorize finish by tonight! and i'm only 1/4 through?

2. DANCE ): everyone's going to see how i look like a block of wood ):

3. and i'll most probably forget some steps haha and princess is my dance partner and we'll forget steps together and look blur on stage ><

and and and i have to research on stuff for my pga interview too i'm such a guai hardworking person!

1. ROLE MODEL hoho i need to find one haha!

2. the elections thing and why it's bad for PAP to dominate the govt ><

3. haha guidey-stuff

4. READ AND MEMORIZE MY GUIDES HANDBOOK ALL OVER AGAIN ):

5. haha recent national issues!

haha yayy and i've been asking people to test me everyday (: i'm such a good girl! YAYY (:

AND AND i also have to go and try to google zhiyang's blog :D HE'S NOT GAY NONONO! I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT ):

haha i have so many things to do BYEBYE I'M GOING TO START NOW HAHA! (:

hoho i'm tired and i have a lot a lot of things to do ):

haha i just came back from three hours of tennis two hours ago! and all the silly coaches say is that i look more like a tennis model than a pro tennis player HMPHHH i shall go for training more haha >< and then i'll look like a TENNIS PRO (:

and and technical rehearsal's tomorrow. BADBADBAD BECAUSE.

1. SCRIPT haha i have to memorize my lines finish! i think i've only memorized 1/4? haha!

2. DANCE ><><

3. haha and i'll most probably er forget some step and princess will forget the same step and since we're partners >
haha >< and that's a lot of things to do! and for my pga interview haha i have some research to do too!

1. MY ROLE MODEL HAHA >< i have to find one hoho!
2. er why it is bad for PAP to dominate the govt!
3. haha guidey stuff
4. recent important national issues!

HAHA I AM SUCH A HARDWORKING PERSON :D

and in addition to all of that!

i have to er search for zhiyang's blog haha! I DONT BELIEVE HE'S GAY ): NONONO HE CAN'T BE ):

haha ooh so many things to do haha i better start (:

ahh i'm so worried! pga thing is due this thursday! aa is in 2 and a half weeks! pga interview is in 3 weeks? ahhh this is scary ):

and somehow she had to get me annoyed again today. hmphh.

BUT ANYWAY (: i am happy because i had my kimchi omelette and i exercised and i had ice cream so haha the calories balance out in the end (:

and and and jolyn's silly sister keeps calling me a bimbo HMPHH JOLYN KHOO IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT YOU EMBARASS ME IN FRONT OF MY JUNIORS HMPHHH HAHAA

and denise (: i'm very proud of you (: not because you made the choice not to apply, but because you made a choice. it's not easy to decide to give one up for the other. you could have taken the easy way out and apply and let nature take it's course but you made a choice, and for that i'm very very very proud of you (: don't think about it so much okay? I LOVEYOU DARLING (: and if i'm free and i find time soon i'll write you a letter okay? <3!

hoho i like watching miss singapore universe (:

but i'm really sad that jade didn't win! i though she deserved it much more than the winner who looks kinda out of proportion >< color="#999999">WHY CAN'T SHE JUST GO AND DIE

and how come everyone thinks she does a lot of work! she doesn't do ANYTHING BUT SCREW THINGS UP FOR US and how the hell do you write an AA letter to someone you actually hate i have absolutely no idea it's going to look freakingly constipated haha!

URGH ihateyouwhatsyourname!!

haha ora was okay! actually all you do is get bullied into buying stuff by lots of different people haha ><

and we had haha BATCH SURPRISE hoho! haha it was just quite funny lahh i think.

and the sec twos! hmm as we said before it doesnt matter how much money you make. the objective is for you all to bond yupp (: and we hope it helped!

and then after that KBOX HOHO (: haha practise (: haha dueting rocks! except i will never be able to duet with my boyfriend in the future ): i always sing the guy's part haha!

and todaytoday there was some campus superstar thing at kbox i think when we went there at 11 then were like 20 people sitting outside, then when we came out at 1.45 there was suddenly A LOT of people clogging up the entire lobby lah! andand if jolyn didn't have to go I'M SURE WE WOULD HAVE SEEN ADRIANO AND ZHIYANG ):

HELLO (: i am tired ><

yesterday was cadenza! haha and i went purely for jolyn khoo lahh darling! you owe me can i had to run all over to buy your flowers and sweets haha!

and bob came to my house and she thinks my brother's cute haha! everyone thinks he's cute :D

and today was sports fest.

but before that we had dance prac which was quite productive!

except that michelle and i are forgetful people and we keep forgetting stuff and then athena made us do the whole thing alone and malu ourselves cos we forgot a lot haha!

HAHA WELL but at least the rest said we looked cute ahaha!

YAYY I LOVE OUR BATCH HOHO

and and then we put up banners really fast this year lahh!

and then haha sports fest haha we were more enthu cos it's our last anyway and next year we wont be here to see buckle lose anymore haha! anywayy photos!














baby and me! haha i look really disgusting cos i just woke up haha!















princess and queenie!















BABYY haha today was the first time i saw him in his uniform mahh!
















HOHO JIAKANG AND ME (:















haha jolyn giving the flowers haha!

and ohno i think i'm falling sick ): i feel stuffy all over and my throat is dry and my face feels red and swollen ):

you know today i looked at the PGA application form and got freaked out. ><><

and i just talked to josiah on msn. and i realised how long i havent talked to him and my other primary school friends i miss all of them ):

but the one thing i'm happy about it KBOX ON SATURDAY :D

ANDGUIDES REMEMBER TO WEAR UNIFORM TOMORROW HORHHHHH!

YAYY I FEEL HAPPY! LOOK LOOK! DOWN! haha!







HAHA (: it's times like this that make me feel happy (: haha kellie did them hoho!

andand we've stopped counting down already (: and I LOVE EVERYONE [okay maybe not, but most people] IN GUIDES :D

YAYY I AM SO HAPPY ZHIYANG WON I TELL YOU I WAS LIKE SCREAMING THE WHOLE NIGHT.

firstly because renfred was leading and i smsed like jiakang and jolyn and pokk and jiakang voted a lot i know.

then secondly because as usual, renfred cheated and sang an easy dancy song.

thirdly because renfred was still leading 15 minutes before the voting ended.

fourthly because ZHIYANG BEAT RENFRED haha jolyn called me and for the first thirty seconds we just hyperventilated and screamed and after that we were just going on about how we were so nervous haha! YAYY HE WON RENFRED MY VOTES WERE NOT IN VAIN!!

fifthly because teresa came out with JUNYANGGGGGGGGG <3 <3! and i was so jealous of her because he was holding her hand ahhhhhh! and and he looked at her so lovingly I WANT TO BE HER ): JUNYANG LOVEEEEEEEEE!

sixthly because ZHIYANG WAS SO CUTE SINGING LIAN AI DA REN

seventhly because they sang our 2A2B favourite duets (: lian ai pin lu- jolyn and mine! lian ai da ren- jiakang and yuhui's!

<33!

and eightly, because zhiyang led the votes first.

ninthly because the judges liked zhiyang.

tenthly because teresa led the votes then!

eleventhly because ZHIYANG WON IN THE END YESSS LOVEEE!

YAYY I WAS SO HAPPY (:

so you see i screamed a lot tonight (:

and i'm feeling better now thank youuu everyone!

and i shall reply tags now!

yilin- HAHA as i said who tells people they crush them hoho! and well you can make up for not getting aa presents for anyone last year by getting a big one for mee! hoho!

nattay- I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DARLING you've been a most wonderful friend/junior <33!

anon- well do you think i care?

vinna- I LOVE YOU LOADS TOO (:

yuhui- OF COURSE I WAS JEALOUS I CALLED JOLYN AND SCREAMED AND MY DAD TOLD ME TO SHUT UP ><

OHNO i don't know how i can change from happy to sad so fast ):

but it's because i guess i just read stuff on people's blogs that i didnt like. well it's not about me directly i guess but it's just well. HOW CAN THEY HAVE SUCH BAD TASTE TO CRUSH HER EE.
and well, it's not that we don't like her, but HOW CAN WE? i dunno lahh it's been so long already, but i can't help but think of it once in a while especially at night. but i guess no one will ever understand but michelle and me. because michelle's right yiwen's right. no matter what it always looks like it's our fault. but i believe that time will show.

and i know we have more things to worry about. but i can't help but propel myself back to 7 months ago. why did they have to make the stupid decision. why were they so blind. why didn't they ever listen.then it goes back to four months ago. when michelle and i spent the last week of our december holidays crying. in jan/early feb. and then i can't help but hate her when she said no to their suggestion. if only she had said yes. everything would have been fine. everything would be better. rgguides would be better. then it goes back to two months ago when i promised myself, and i promised yiwen that i was going to do my best. and from then onwards i learned to love the job of a CL more. and i loved guides. i tried. i really tried. as much as there was so much bitterness in my heart towards her i really tried. it takes a lot to appear harmonious with someone whom you really hate. it takes a lot to restrain myself from screaming 'I HATE YOU' in her face. it takes a lot to bear the unjust and unfairness that we all have the same post the same standing and yet the work michelle and i do is just nuts while she sleeps. then it goes back to camp. when we were worrying. and worrying and well all she does is make presents so people like her. when we planned the entire camp and had so little sleep and worried so much and prayed so much how she wouldnt screw it up for us. then it goes back to every wednesday and friday. when michelle and i spend endless hours planning things and have to put in extra effort to worry about whether she'll just screw everything up with her incapability.

i know you may say i have no right to say whether she's deserving or not. but time does show and do you still stand by what you said i really have no idea. you know sometimes i really want to blame you for not making sure that this wouldn't happen. i really want to blame you for letting them choose our combi and not stopping them when you knew this would happen.

but i can't bring myself to do so because i know you're not at fault. and you're always there for michelle and i when we need you even if you dont have to be there. and even if the whole world blames us i know you wont. because you're wise and smart unlike the rest of them. from that phone call in the middle of the night last year until now, you've never stopped helping us. unlike the other who give up or simply don't bother about us anymore, i know you care, and i really thank you for it.

ohshit i hate crying because when i start it takes ages before i stop.

YAYY MICHELLE AND I ARE NOW FULLY QUALIFIED FOR PGA (:

we have our gold award, our homemaker's badge, our pioneer badge, and today, we just completed our 20 cip hours (:

YAYY I FEEL ACCOMPLISHED (: HOHOHO!

haha today we met there at like ten? then we did all the way until five plus hoho!

and then after that we went to taka! and I BOUGHT ALL MY AA PRESENT MATERIALS ALREADY (: and some other random pretty stuff haha! and SO IF YOU WANT A PRESENT THEN TAGGG OR REMIND ME HAHA (: AND GIVE ME ONE TOO ON AA HOHO!

and and haha i doubt i'll be doing much about the stuff until aa comes nearer haha!

and then we went to pepperlunch to have a pepperdinner! hoho! it's really ex lahh but it's nice (:

and and after that we went to cold storage and i bought the nice twin cube sweets YAYY (:

ooh i have lots of (:s but i'm really quite happy today!

and i shall reply taggs now!

KELLY BABY (: I LOVE YOU TO A MILLION BITS AND PIECES DARLING I LOVE YOU I MISS YOU A LOT (: we must go out again! and I'M SURE YOU'LL LOOK SUPER CHIO ON SPORTS FEST DARLING I LOVEYOU!

yilin - hello! haha yeahh i can't help it cos i just keep buying earrings and getting them hoho!

lingmin - HAHA WHERE GOT PEOPLE TELL THEIR CRUSHES THAT THEY CRUSH THEM ONE HAHA!

yuanjun - we love all of you too <3!

there! ): now it's time to do ss pt! and start memorizing my emcee script ): and worry about AA ):